I’m so angry. I’m angry at the world. Nothing seems to be going right. I don’t wanna seem selfish, but can’t anything just ever go my way for once? And why do I keep losing everything? I’m beginning to lose my self control, I’ve lost an amazing friend who I cared so much about. I haven’t heard from him in so long. I need him. I don’t know what happened. I don’t have anyone who I feel like I can talk to. It’s hard to be a grown up when so many things hinder me. Why can’t things just get better? Haven’t I suffered long enough?! What am I supposed to do? I try so hard to ignore it all, I even make myself be distracted from it, but it’s still there. It won’t leave. Can someone just tell me they love me and that its gonna be okay?